Mercy

You’ve got a hold of me
Don’t even know your power
I stand a hundred feet
But I fall when I’m around ya

This is me in my sub-space. It’s not necessarily about a certain type of play. It is about a connection with another human. It is about being in front of them and everything else going away.

I no longer think about myself or anyone else. Whatever they say and whatever they want is what I want. This is why it is so hard for me to want to get in this space with just anyone.

If I reach out to you, I am already sensing something about you that makes me think I can put myself in your hands. There is already a part of me that wants to be a part of you. I feel you. I want you. I need something of you.

You will not get that automatically and immediately, though. It may take me some time to fully put myself behind you. I will love to toy with not just you, but with me and my mind as well. Try on the space and see how it fits. And see how you react to me. Do you want me in this space in front of you? Can you handle all of that even if it comes in bite-size chunks? or do you want to just use me for a second?

Do you want the fucktoy or do you want the sub?