This was a writing challenge on my favorite social media site. I appreciate getting ideas like this and feeding off of other writers.
I am on my knees for Him waiting to see how He will use me today. The anticipation always kills me.
Negotiations happened years ago and the element of surprise is what I have asked for. He knows my limits and knows how to keep just on the edge of them. Never crossing that line but getting close enough to make me fear it, make me feel the discomfort of those things I use to keep me from truly growing and surrendering fully to Him.
He sees me. He knows me. He is not fooled by my false bravado. Pretending like I know myself better than He does. Because He is the one who truly knows me. He is the one with access to the inner workings of my mind.
As He walks in, I see that look on His face. The look tells me everything I need. The deviousness, the desire is there but also something underneath. I can see He knows I am ready.
I see the rope in His hands just as He throws it across the room.
“We don’t need this today. You are ready, my little one.”
Complete Surrender
Lisa Gray 